Blacksheepbanshee

I am married. Not necessarily happily, but married nonetheless, for 17 years now. Have 3 children, one at college, two still at home. I am not looking to leave at the moment, it would take falling in love with someone else to make me consider it...and at the moment, I am already in love with that "someone else"...though it will not come to fruition for me, as he has moved on with someone else. I missed the bus. I am however looking to meet people and "see what happens" and just to make another life for myself. I live in Oregon and am moving to Lakeland,FL in September...to try to track down this "someone else" whom I love...and if I get the door slammed in my face, I will move on. I am ready and in need of change...but not flings or one night stands, as I am more of a true love forever type of person. I just simply made that choice with the wrong person. I do not post or send pictures...until I feel it's going to lead to something..so please don't ask. I have no weird fetishes so if you are looking for that, please go to the FetLife website and you will find whatever you are looking for right there at your fingertips. I do not sex-chat, but am a natural flirt... I can't help it..in my nature. I am kind, honest, broken, abused, and have no desire to deal with games or lies. I just want to get to Florida and see who I meet and see what's in store for me. I am going back to school and DO have goals. I smoke a lot of weed, cigarettes, drink on occasion. Not often, but when I do, I don't fuck around. Gimme that fifth of Fireball!! I have a crude and rude sense of humor and appreciate a lot of laughter and energy. I am intelligent and sarcastic, but am also very sensitive and thin-skinned. I cry easily, but can be strong when I need to be. I am a good friend but do not tolerate being used or fucked over. I forgive easily and have a huge heart, often to my own detriment. I hope to find happiness in living life and not wasting another moment of it...even if I must do it without my husband. I like clean and great smells...hence, I look for brushed teeth and cologne before I even take interest. I have lived too many years with someone who does nothing but sleep, play video games, get stoned, and avoid any and all hygiene at all costs. Gross!(Yes I smoke weed...but I am functional, healthy and full of high energy.)And... Last but not least... I hate liars and thieves. I am willing to share or give anything I have...so I will not tolerate thievery because it's unnecessary towards me. I reciprocate the way I am treated. No more, no less. I am an open book, so ask me anything! Xo