I Didn't Give Up On Life, It Gave Up On Me

When you're completely alone ..facing your own problems by yourself..your mental and physical are going down..even demons are chasing you
..no one cares or understands ..only judges and criticizes..and you try and try with every way possible to be strong..normal and then you stop doing anything and you stop trying because you realise you're a freak and that people will never understand what you are going through and they will never believe you because to them you are crazy and a liar and pretending..so you give up..and you become worse than ever..