I Want to Know Someone Is Thinking of Me
I Know You Are, But I Just Wanted To Make Sure Really Are !!... I have many friends in my circle - well, when I say many, I've got about 100- is that many?? - anyhow, I communicate with about 10-15 Of them on a regular basis-
Some I know don't have a lot of time.
Some have personal issues going on.
And then there's the other 80 percent of my circle -
Some of whom, were added after a brief chat, or a shared experience, or just because I liked the look of their profile - left a message - and I got added to their circle - but we never really communicate!!
Now, as my aforementioned 10-15 folk, already know- I have had some awful moments in the last couple of years -
I lost my brother to a stabbing
I recently lost my father- he had been ill for a while- but it was still a shock, nonetheless.
I care for my mother - almost every day
I run my own business
And I work most evenings in a part-time job.
This leaves me with very little "me" time - I haven't had a proper day of in ........oh a very long time, a very long time -
"oh!" they say. "you must take a break"
"you must look after yourself"
"Got to find time for you"
But I've tried .... Whenever a moment comes along .. Just one morning, or one afternoon, to have some "me" time- the phone will ring- it will be a client wanting some work done, or my mother needing something, or my part-time job asking me to work an extra shift, because they are short staffed !!
(I think I've wandered off topic - but I will try to get back on track)
Why am I writing all this ??? - I just wanted to know, that I am not wasting time - I know all my regular friends are constantly thinking of me - but what about those others in my circle - the little box at the top of your profile - says "your friend"
Friends help each other - friends talk to each other - and I know the next time I look at my profile page - there will be loads of responces from my top friends- Im not gonna name names- but I know who will answer to this message.
But I just want to know, that someone is thinking of me .....
I'm ok btw- I'm not feeling down again, or depressed, or what ever it's called ... Just a bit curious as to why I've got 100 or so "friends" in my circle, and I'm only in contact with a small percentage ??
Ok- gonna stop now - just felt like airing that thought, that's all
Love n peace to you all- mark xxxxxx
Some I know don't have a lot of time.
Some have personal issues going on.
And then there's the other 80 percent of my circle -
Some of whom, were added after a brief chat, or a shared experience, or just because I liked the look of their profile - left a message - and I got added to their circle - but we never really communicate!!
Now, as my aforementioned 10-15 folk, already know- I have had some awful moments in the last couple of years -
I lost my brother to a stabbing
I recently lost my father- he had been ill for a while- but it was still a shock, nonetheless.
I care for my mother - almost every day
I run my own business
And I work most evenings in a part-time job.
This leaves me with very little "me" time - I haven't had a proper day of in ........oh a very long time, a very long time -
"oh!" they say. "you must take a break"
"you must look after yourself"
"Got to find time for you"
But I've tried .... Whenever a moment comes along .. Just one morning, or one afternoon, to have some "me" time- the phone will ring- it will be a client wanting some work done, or my mother needing something, or my part-time job asking me to work an extra shift, because they are short staffed !!
(I think I've wandered off topic - but I will try to get back on track)
Why am I writing all this ??? - I just wanted to know, that I am not wasting time - I know all my regular friends are constantly thinking of me - but what about those others in my circle - the little box at the top of your profile - says "your friend"
Friends help each other - friends talk to each other - and I know the next time I look at my profile page - there will be loads of responces from my top friends- Im not gonna name names- but I know who will answer to this message.
But I just want to know, that someone is thinking of me .....
I'm ok btw- I'm not feeling down again, or depressed, or what ever it's called ... Just a bit curious as to why I've got 100 or so "friends" in my circle, and I'm only in contact with a small percentage ??
Ok- gonna stop now - just felt like airing that thought, that's all
Love n peace to you all- mark xxxxxx
