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I Feel Overwhelmed By Life

Don't even know where to begin. I don't want to live anymore, but I don't want to die either. I am so f***ing fed up of living a life that I don't want. I've met none of my expectations or lived any of my dreams. What is the point of even being here? I'm never going to achieve anything. I have no purpose. I am not needed by anyone. I know life is not meant to be easy, but does it have to be this f***ing hard ALL the time?! I am so sick of everything. Even when I learn to let things go and just go with the flow something always goes wrong. I'm always stuck. I'm forever failing. Sometimes I fail so hard that there is no coming back. Right now I feel so unworthy, useless and pathetic. I don't want a pity party. I just want things to be ok. There's no one I can truly be o with either. No one I can be vulnerable with. I finally though I was over SHing. But nope... All I wanna do is hold something sharp against me. I'm not a pathetic child. I'm just broken. I try and I try but life always beats me back down. What is the point in getting back up? Just live for the ordinary? Just keep breathing? Surviving? I don't know.

Sorry... I needed that little rant. I can't keep it in.
SW-User
I won't throw simple sounding solutions at you or patronise you. I'll simply say that I hear you.
PandorasBox · 31-35, F
@SW-User I can't tell you how much I appreciate that. Thanks.
SW-User
@PandorasBox Any time. Sometimes to say something that feels the right thing to say is exactly the wrong thing to do. If the solutions were simple you wouldn't be here.
greenmountaingal · 70-79, F
Surviving counts.
PandorasBox · 31-35, F
@greenmountaingal Thanks. But at what cost? Is it even worth it?
greenmountaingal · 70-79, F
@PandorasBox It nearly always is when you look back on it. Getting through difficult or nearly impossible situations seems to be part of life for some of us. Don't give up. Find a way out of it or through it. I believe you can do it and that it WILL be worth it.
PandorasBox · 31-35, F
@greenmountaingal thanks. That actually helps. Feeling a bit better today. Even if it is temporary.

 
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