I Feel Overwhelmed By Life

It’s so frustrating not having a job even though I’ve finally got one which I’m thankful for .. but I don’t start till after thanksgiving .. and it’s my friends bday and she begged me to come to NC with her .. but I feel like a burden/charity case because I legit had no money to bring with me .. so depressing and I don’t wanna kill anyone’s vibe so I’m just trying to chill they went into the nail shop to get there toes done .. I didn’t want to sit in there so I’m sitting in the car