I Need to Make Some Changes

I need to stop dwelling on the past.....My dissapointment in God is the most important one of all....I didn't get what I wanted, I tried to fight for a better world, sure I appeared a better person, but my world hurt others none the less, which wasn't perfect so I hated my world none the less which GOD made based on who I am and the people in my life. I need to not care about the world, and stop getting mad at the Light of the world, and put aside my anger and dissapointment in He who created the world, and put my trust, and love back in HIM. May He continue to be my one true treasure, not the world. Maybe he see's something I don't, Icannot judge the world until it comes to pass, for we only see in part, when looking into the dim mirror. And its up to us to change the world. It's all going to be okay. AS LONG AS THEY DON'T CRITICIZE ME AND CAUSE ME TO FALL!.