Missing my love

Honest this really sucks I miss my husband so much and being close to the Army base is even making it worse. We do talk daily when he can but it's honestly not the same as cuddling up to him and now I have to wait until December to do that because his stupid jerk commander is on a mission to keep him from retiring because he doesn't want to loose him. I'm so glad in December he will be retiring and will be home for the kids and we can grow our already amazing family! I'm currently down 45.3 pounds and honestly I know I have a way to go until I hit my goal but with my Soldiers support I know I'll get to where I want to be because he's an amazing guy and supports me so much and wants to help me achieve my goals. Texas is really amazing and I'm so glad that I'm doing this for me and for my future.