I Have BPD - Borderline Personality Disorder
i brought up topic.
he indicated a maybe.
a maybe that follows a whole bunch of other maybes, land of promise.
i got upset and frustrated, i express it.
he said to calm down. because point is he will try.
i dont believe. overwhelmed with emotion and distrust.
he explains.
i explain.
we both got frustrated.
he stopped writing back.
i stopped trying to understand we might even try.
i know i feel differently in a few moment, i just have to wait.
but now my thoughts are dark so i will just cry here.
i feel better as i write, but still have wild thoughts on why.
why he left me on purpose.
it will be okay in a few moment, i just have to wait.
riding this rollercoaster is awful at times.
im just tired rolling at this speed.
how to stop.
he indicated a maybe.
a maybe that follows a whole bunch of other maybes, land of promise.
i got upset and frustrated, i express it.
he said to calm down. because point is he will try.
i dont believe. overwhelmed with emotion and distrust.
he explains.
i explain.
we both got frustrated.
he stopped writing back.
i stopped trying to understand we might even try.
i know i feel differently in a few moment, i just have to wait.
but now my thoughts are dark so i will just cry here.
i feel better as i write, but still have wild thoughts on why.
why he left me on purpose.
it will be okay in a few moment, i just have to wait.
riding this rollercoaster is awful at times.
im just tired rolling at this speed.
how to stop.
