I Have Anger Management Issues

I got angry for absolutely no reason again, and it took a real fat piss on my vibe.
I just got really irritated all of a sudden and my patience just disappeared.
I just went from telling my mother a joke to telling her that her life was miserable and pathetic and to just shut up.
Then I apologized and then I told her how pointless she was, then I apologized again.

Somewhere in there I made her cry, and so I said sorry in hopes that it would make her stop but it didn't. I got fed up.
People crying can sometimes just be the most annoying thing on Earth.

And then at that point I flipped out and broke some dishes while I yelled "I'm sorry" over and over again.

I don't even know. I think I flipped out because in my angry brain she wasn't taking my apology as if she were better than me or something.
My paranoia, and anger mixed together makes for a confusing combo.

I soon settled down just as quickly as I got mad and apologized some more.
Cleaned up my mess, and continued to make the stuffing for Thanksgiving.

Such is life, I suppose.
We'll laugh about this later like we usually do.