Uncomfortable Dream
I think my occurring dream/nightmare has a new version now and it's terribly uncomfortable and I don't know what to do about it..
A couple of days ago in the dream I was near this house that my family has in a remote area, I was stuck just 4 minutes away from the house in a completely empty side street and the sun was setting I was on some sort of a tricycle (I think it resembled one that I owned in my preteens after I was no longer able to ride a normal bike I had someone custom make my bike so it has 2 wheels on the front) I was just stuck on it in a strange position and unable to go anywhere like I was leaning on my side almost on the ground and I couldn't reach my phone to try to call for help and I knew that if I shouted nobody would hear me and I could start hearing wolves howling away in the distance and that's when I usually wake up feeling helpless and abandoned..
On yesterday's dream I was in the desert on a sandy hill participating in a barbecue with some friends and a friend was showing me how she cooks chicken with sand (doesn't make sense I know) and then a piece of a chicken fell down the hill and I went to get it, my friend tried to stop me but I just went to grab it from the side of the hill and I got stuck in the sand not able to call for help because my friends had loud music playing and they couldn't see me and I kept sliding down the hill slowly towards a dark area and again I could hear wolves waiting for me.
And obviously in the dreams I'm always defenseless and helpless because of my real life disability it's just feels so uncomfortable and also in most of the dreams I'm back at the phase right before I started to use a wheelchair (which was around 10-11 years old in real life but in the dreams I'm at the same phase but at my current age so I'm always walking but really slow or with a limp)
The worst part is after waking up it really sucks.
A couple of days ago in the dream I was near this house that my family has in a remote area, I was stuck just 4 minutes away from the house in a completely empty side street and the sun was setting I was on some sort of a tricycle (I think it resembled one that I owned in my preteens after I was no longer able to ride a normal bike I had someone custom make my bike so it has 2 wheels on the front) I was just stuck on it in a strange position and unable to go anywhere like I was leaning on my side almost on the ground and I couldn't reach my phone to try to call for help and I knew that if I shouted nobody would hear me and I could start hearing wolves howling away in the distance and that's when I usually wake up feeling helpless and abandoned..
On yesterday's dream I was in the desert on a sandy hill participating in a barbecue with some friends and a friend was showing me how she cooks chicken with sand (doesn't make sense I know) and then a piece of a chicken fell down the hill and I went to get it, my friend tried to stop me but I just went to grab it from the side of the hill and I got stuck in the sand not able to call for help because my friends had loud music playing and they couldn't see me and I kept sliding down the hill slowly towards a dark area and again I could hear wolves waiting for me.
And obviously in the dreams I'm always defenseless and helpless because of my real life disability it's just feels so uncomfortable and also in most of the dreams I'm back at the phase right before I started to use a wheelchair (which was around 10-11 years old in real life but in the dreams I'm at the same phase but at my current age so I'm always walking but really slow or with a limp)
The worst part is after waking up it really sucks.
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