I Am Sorry I Cannot Erase What I Am Feeling

It’s the middle of the night...but I wake up as I fell asleep, tangled up in your arms knowing full well I should not be the one you’ve wrapped them around but still feeling...right. My heart keeps me here, keeps me moving further, while reality always reminds me that I’m going too far, I’m only going to feel more guilty or get hurt even more.
I don’t think I can stop myself and I don’t even know if I should. But I’m not gonna move, I’m not gonna resist, I just can’t. I could just listen to you, breathing softly, for hours and hours...