I Don't Know Who I Am Anymore
Lost... Hello everyone.
I needed to write this story, because its been heavy on my mind...
I dont know who i am. I only have a slight clue as to who i want to be. I think the real me is somewhere lost in all the things i want to be.
How is someone suppose to find out who they really are? Do i just hope that one day ill meet the real me?
It seems like who i want to be changes depending on who im around. When im around my family i want to be this cool down to earth spiritual smart girl. When im around my boyfriend i want to be cute, sweet, smart and fun and lady like. When im around close friends i want to be this extremely funny girl who is really cute and really fun and wild. They all are completely different from each other. But when im around a stranger... thats when it goes crazy and i dont know what to be or who to be. It makes me go crazy. Anyway, i hate it. I dont know what to do or how to make myself better. I really dont.
Im so lost and confused.
I needed to write this story, because its been heavy on my mind...
I dont know who i am. I only have a slight clue as to who i want to be. I think the real me is somewhere lost in all the things i want to be.
How is someone suppose to find out who they really are? Do i just hope that one day ill meet the real me?
It seems like who i want to be changes depending on who im around. When im around my family i want to be this cool down to earth spiritual smart girl. When im around my boyfriend i want to be cute, sweet, smart and fun and lady like. When im around close friends i want to be this extremely funny girl who is really cute and really fun and wild. They all are completely different from each other. But when im around a stranger... thats when it goes crazy and i dont know what to be or who to be. It makes me go crazy. Anyway, i hate it. I dont know what to do or how to make myself better. I really dont.
Im so lost and confused.
26-30, F
