I Hate Eating
I loathe the experience of eating. My stature and fit, meatier shape would probably say otherwise, but eating to me is just a big chore.
That feeling of not only having food in the stomach but having had made a sloshy mess of gruel in one's mouth makes me fairly disgusted on a subconscious level. I end up eating super slow and eat less than I should, or in times when I have to eat a lot, I force things down super quick to try and get it over with.
I would do away with my taste buds if given the option, as they are all but useless to me. And people look at me like I've grown a 19th arm when I turn down food. It seems like every celebration is built around or heavily involved some form of chewing and digestion and all the rest that happens with food.
I feel so heavy and weighted down when there's food in my stomach, and it just feels so dirty too. But when my stomach is empty, I feel that much quicker, lighter, and swifter.
That feeling of not only having food in the stomach but having had made a sloshy mess of gruel in one's mouth makes me fairly disgusted on a subconscious level. I end up eating super slow and eat less than I should, or in times when I have to eat a lot, I force things down super quick to try and get it over with.
I would do away with my taste buds if given the option, as they are all but useless to me. And people look at me like I've grown a 19th arm when I turn down food. It seems like every celebration is built around or heavily involved some form of chewing and digestion and all the rest that happens with food.
I feel so heavy and weighted down when there's food in my stomach, and it just feels so dirty too. But when my stomach is empty, I feel that much quicker, lighter, and swifter.
