I Am Tired, So Very Tired

I just hate it when all I want to do is get at least and hour of sleep but my mind won’t stop fricking thinking, wandering, and pondering thoughts. It feels like a curse but people keep telling me it’s becaue you have a very high I.Q. Which I doubt because I can’t even solve simple math in my head anymore without using paper and a pen. I hate pencils. See, I was talking about sleep then the topic goes to math. I wish my brain would just let me stop and not go far into detail on why I can’t sleep. I am trying to Sri stop typing but my brain will not let me. Sleep was my friend but now it is my enemy. I’m not that serious on the sleep thing. I feel like sleep is overrated for people who cannot stop thinking even when it is time to sleep. I have to be up at 5:30am to go to school and I can’t get a slither of sleep. Tea and hot chocolate don’t help. But then again I only use Ghirardelli for hot chocolate. Good god, I was hoping to only type just 1 or 2 sentences but instead I wrote novel on why I can’t sleep. If u have TikTok my username is @lifehurts66 I’ve only 2 vids so far.