I Am Tired, So Very Tired

The past 3 weeks have been so utterly exhausting, I am reaching a breaking point. I had to fight the part of me who wanted to call out and sleep all day to catch up, because I can't afford a day off right now. I've been working nonstop at my job, trying to fix problems I didn't make, while working with a software company that clearly doesn't know their own software.

On top of that, my best friend owes me money... and is not responding to my texts, since he told me he has no money to give me. But he's been out on trips that are far away, going to amusement parks with his gf, and they are both buying so many nice looking things... it's irritating. Especially because he's borrowed before and I trusted him that he would do it again. Now he won't even respond to conversation (not even about money) or even me seeing if he wants to hang out. I feel like I don't matter, that everything we've been through together means jack...

Then, my weekends have been busy, trying to catch up on cleaning my apartment and my other responsibilities, and working extra (without pay) to fix issues for work. And to top it off, I haven't slept more than 5 hours a night in weeks. I am so burned out. I wish I could get a break...