I Write Whatever I Want To Write

The things you taught me...

You taught me how to unlove
To caste away all hope and desire
You taught me of my worthlessness
And how to dread each ray of sunlight

You taught me to hate my voice
My clothes and grace
You taught me to never look people in the face

You taught me that no one cares
Let alone myself
You taught me how to turn heaven into hell

You taught me to expect nothing and give myself for free
You taught me how to accept life's little miseries

You taught me how everything is in a constant state of decay.
You taught me that it does nothing to pray

You taught me that there's something wrong
You taught me that I'm much too weak to be strong