I Am An Introvert

I am an introvert. I’m not good in social situations. I do try though, because I don’t want people to think I’m boring or stupid and I have nothing to say. So I try and talk, say my point of view etc.
It takes a lot out of me to say something, and often it doesn’t come out the way I heard it in my head. It comes out jumbled and sounds stupid. I feel so dumb.
I hate when I do start saying something and someone talks over me; it’s like a kick in the guts. It’s like what I have to say isn’t good enough to hear. I feel miserable. And then it makes me never want to say anything ever again.
I’m glad I have this place to talk, typing is so much easier then talking out loud!!