I Am Working On My Mental,emotional And Physical Health
The other day I had something really small happen and with it came a lot of unwanted memories and I realized that I've been really angry for a really long time. This person from so long ago will never see this and that's fine but I still want to put it out there for me.
There will never come a day that I will willing let you back into my life and I will never forgive what you put me through but after all this time I'm letting go and accepting that I can never change what happened. So I'm done dissecting the memories and living with them playing in the back of my mind. There will always be things in life that I simply cannot control but I can control myself and I could regret all the time it took for me to confidently get to this point but I can acknowledge that it was too big of a burden for me to resolve any sooner. So if ever there was any doubt this is officially the day I am simply letting all this anger go and moving forward with my life.
There will never come a day that I will willing let you back into my life and I will never forgive what you put me through but after all this time I'm letting go and accepting that I can never change what happened. So I'm done dissecting the memories and living with them playing in the back of my mind. There will always be things in life that I simply cannot control but I can control myself and I could regret all the time it took for me to confidently get to this point but I can acknowledge that it was too big of a burden for me to resolve any sooner. So if ever there was any doubt this is officially the day I am simply letting all this anger go and moving forward with my life.
31-35, F
