I Think I Might Just Be Happy

Yes, I think I am. At some point, maybe. I divert piano into a pen. I can now make big decisions. Is it a part of growing? My family are all to well. I don't have jerks in my life.I am almost 22 next month and I have 3 little puppies named Cam, Princess and Maxine. My BBF has a good relationship with the girl he likes. And the girl is cute and kind I guess. Life is [i]too[/i] unpredictable. Nothing is really under your control. At some other point, again, it feels like I need something to complete me. That happiness tho! I have felt that several years ago, maybe, again. I know God has a plan. But what's missing? What?