I Feel Bad

I haven't visited my uncle since I turned eighteen- initially because I had to get a new background check, but now it has more to do with me not having a car. And I can't write to him because I live with my mom and if she found out I talk to him she'd lose her shit.

I don't think my brother's been out to see him since my dad moved to California either.

It's kind of sad because I know we visited more than any other family- including his son and parents :/