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I'll Let You Go Your Own Way, But You'll Never Leave My Heart

Mmmmmmm..

I don't know. I'm sad. I'm scared.

Shit man. I don't want to cuss, but I'm cussing.

I don't feel like I'm a very good friend.

I feel like everyone hates me.

I feel like I'm living for others sake more than my own.

And that's the part I could complain about the most right now.

I have too many things bottled up that I could never tell you.

And I hate this.

I don't know what to do.

Sometimes, I feel like younger depressed me got it right, with all those suicide attempts.

Maybe I was just smarter back then, and saw through the bullshit.

My optimism wanes.

Show me the answers. Because I don't know what's right or wrong anymore.
SW-User
Im feeling the same. Like there’s no reason for me at all and no help. I won’t preach or lecture but I understand and I’m sorry x
AuRevoir · 36-40, M
@SW-User Yeah. This is why I love working. I'm considering finding two full time jobs so I only have enough time in the day to work and sleep. 😷 Having free time is just knives in my soul at this point, I'd rather live like a robot than to overthink in ways that leads to terrible feelings.

Wish I could only take the best parts of myself and squish them into one. Remove all of the hurt.
SW-User
@AuRevoir I often do that. Over exercise, over work , now I’m just faded out. Not even myself and can’t seem to do anything.
SW-User
@AuRevoir I can relate to that. Some of me is good and other parts need to be exterminated. I wish you’d feel better soon.
Notanymore · 36-40, M
First thing is always relax
Notanymore · 36-40, M
@AuRevoir panic is always the option to use when you exhaust everything else
AuRevoir · 36-40, M
@Notanymore Guess I'm exhausted.
Notanymore · 36-40, M
@AuRevoir you're exhausted. Of course. But that doesn't mean that all of life's options are exhausted
Miram · 31-35, F
This life can be such bitch. I wish I could cheer you up.
AuRevoir · 36-40, M
@Miram *Hugs* Your kind intentions, are appreciated. Even if I feel like shit right now.
Miram · 31-35, F
@AuRevoir Hugs back*

 
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