I Am Expressive

Afraid for the sun to rise
Its just another cut
Tired of the night alone
Can’t sleep
I don’t want to feel this anymore.
When you’re only a horror laced in moonlight
Suddenly you become lace and light
When something beautiful touches you
Something you can’t hurt
Like you are.
Something you’ll never touch because your blood and scars and wounds would contaminate it
Yet you need to protect it.
I lie alone in the dark
And wonder.