I Am Expressive

The past two nights I dreamt I was somewhere else
A place where I could see the sun
And the pain stopped.
I could walk outside.
A white curtain blew in the window
I was free.
This is all I pray for .
How beautiful to feel again.
Light and the green of trees
I've missed so many summers.
No boxes here
No doors
No darkness
Maybe even safe.
If Im not alone there and souls are love
Ive gone back to the right place.
Leave this body
Leave this pain
A place where I'm just a doll to use and hurt.
I want to go now.
It's all that's left to want .