I try and be happy find someone else like I promised you, but I'm still hurting from the day you parted this world. I try and laugh be the lighthearted girl you fell in love with. But it hurts to laugh without you laughing with me.
I know your pain. I lost the man who was my world. It's been a few months...things just aren't right. I laugh sometimes, but then feel sad for all the laughs and times we'll never have again. I miss the one person who was my best friend and I could share all the good and bad with. I hope your heart starts to smile a little bit. I remind myself my guy would not want me to be so sad all the time.
