I Have Feelings

sometimes i feel like i jsut cant go on anymore that i am not wanted here me and my mom use to have a good relationship b4 she started expecting me to turn out like my brother who is a druggy and is in and out of prison and i am nothing like him all she ever does is deny me happiness and she is on my case 24/7 about everything it gets on my nerves and NOTHING i do is good enough for her if i have a's in all but one of my classes she screams at me for having a high b in that one class honestly i wanna die but i cant becuase i have so many people counting on me and sometimes i get the impression that she thinks i am stupid and i cant have any fun anymore an it sucks life is not fun anymore because of her