I Hate My Ex Husband
I remember when I was young my mom said never to have hate in your heart. Because it does something to you.
I was married to someone I believed was my soul mate. But over the years he failed me. Treated me as if I wasn't his equal. I was just there to do those things he didn't want to do. At the end of our marriage I had dealt with years of emotional abuse. I felt torn down and worthless. And that ability to find any love for him in my heart was gone. The heart can only handle so much. I started looking at him for the man he actually was and not the man I always wanted him to be. You can't change someone its impossible. They are who they are and will remain that way. Unless they love you and want to make you happy its possible.
So although I hate the man he was with me... I can't hate him for setting me free and finally allowing me to find the man of my dreams.
I was married to someone I believed was my soul mate. But over the years he failed me. Treated me as if I wasn't his equal. I was just there to do those things he didn't want to do. At the end of our marriage I had dealt with years of emotional abuse. I felt torn down and worthless. And that ability to find any love for him in my heart was gone. The heart can only handle so much. I started looking at him for the man he actually was and not the man I always wanted him to be. You can't change someone its impossible. They are who they are and will remain that way. Unless they love you and want to make you happy its possible.
So although I hate the man he was with me... I can't hate him for setting me free and finally allowing me to find the man of my dreams.
41-45, F
