Today it has taken all of my willpower not to reach out to you. I want to ask you if what we had is really over or if this is just some sort of extended break. It's been three years; give or take. Until the time is right, I suppose I'll continue to write you here. I wonder what you'd now think regarding my feelings for you. Would you still think this was young love? Would you still believe that I only loved you the way I did because I didn't know any better? It's been three years; give or take. Here I am writing you anonymously. Confessions; see my next note.