I Keep a Diary

I miss my friend.
I'm really picky with people.
I always had social anxiety and thought people didn't like me.
Then I learned to open myself up more.
Now I know that I actually don't like being close to many people.
I made one friend who was great.
It was an internet friend.
But we've lost contact.
I miss them dearly :(
Honestly they were the only person who I ever connected with like that.
I don't want to lose them forever.