I Feel Hopeless Sometimes

I don't come on here often. But I feel like this is my secret safe space. Like, hi there old me, you're still alive, dw. I'll remember to post again even if its not all roses. Idk it's just on rough days like these when I feel like I have no one to talk to..I just ramble on here. Thanks for always listening.

Tonight is very difficult. You know, I find it so surprising how quickly my week could take a dive. I feel overwhelmed. I don't even know why. It's like, sometimes I step outside of myself and see how suffocating everything is. And there's nothing I can do.

I think I'm trying too hard. Just started a YouTube channel the other day..and I'm trying to put myself out there. Wonder how long I can keep it up 😂 Maybe it can bring about something new for me, hopefully more friends, more fun. But for tonight. I'll just listen to songs..

Thanks again