I Wish I Was Dead

All I have to say is that you my friend ARE a genius. You see past the facade, the fake reality of this here life. The thing is you don’t realize one small fact... everyone... every single person in this world thinks the same way as you BUT they don’t show it. They hide it and distract themselves through drugs, sex, alcohol, parties, television, movies, work, school, etc.

Notice every conversation.... what is it about? It’s usually people talking shit about someone. And that someone is most likely their “friend” or close coworker. You are not alone sweetheart. Fuck none of us want to do whatever the hell people are constantly telling us to do. But we all have to? Why? To pay the bills, have food on our table, save a little extra money. All of us didn’t choose this world. Our parents fucked... BAM we’re here. Damn we’re dealing with the consequence of two other peoples’ action by being alive in this world. We’ve all had to adapt through rewards and punishments like little puppies on a leash, with our owner holding a bucket of treats and a belt. It is not easy to adapt to this life, our bodies, our mind, our surroundings, when we didn’t choose ANY of it in the first place.

So crazy you are not.

Wise I think.

Here is the question....

Will you let them destroy the genuine self expression and unique feelings you have in you....


Or will you live to her to know yourself better, perhaps without the fear of death,... but with the desire to see, smell, taste, hear, and feel?

You are not alone. You are just one of the rare brave who has the guts to take their mask off!

When you are going through Hell keep going.

Get busy with some thing progressive. Rest will fall in place. It may not seem much to say but it does wonders

Well, you don't want me to comment on this post, so I won't.

Don't be dead. Life is beautiful. 🤗

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((hugs)) 😢