It's a sinking feeling.

I've been feeling it creep in again for awhile now. I don't want to go anywhere or do anything. I have zero desire. I just want to barricade myself in my house and be left alone. I know I can't do that but I want to.

I'm physically and mentally drained. It takes a lot for me to get out of bed these days. I just want to sleep every chance I get. I want to even go as far as to say sometimes I wish i could go back in time to prevent my existence.