I Wish I Was In a Great Relationship

Growing up with just my mom,being bullied at school, and having to deal with Low self esteem, depression, being born with cerebral palsy, has really shaped "my world" not to mention being constantly rejected.... at 32 I have nothing left to give, also just got crushed again just 3 hrs ago.... I just cant anymore.. I'm so done with being hurt...

Ya, sure you can say take a break, but after being on break since 2010... im sitting here wondering when will I find my forever after...