I Remember Past Life Memories
There is no way to substantiate what I am about to say, but then I guess this is not about proof. Through the help of others, I have learned that I have been around for a little while. I have memories, but they are like dreams when they come to me; only vivid fragments. Naturally, I remember some of the more powerful experiences. And sadly, my very nature dictates that most of them be painful ones. I won't beat around the bush because it's a waste of time and I am used to people not believing me. I am a werewolf. I am not lying, and I am not just seeking attention. I came to this experience because I remembered something and it brought my other memories back. The past, although it should surprise no one, is often the impetus for the future. The failures and pains we experienced lead us, often in fear, to prevent such events in the future. I have a strong desire to help people and I feel a need to protect. I know one reason why, but I think another reason is that I have lost so many people and the memory of that will never fade. It is the fear, the insecurity within me, of losing innocent people that drives me to help and to protect. I only fear it because I have seen it. But today I remembered something specific. I wrote about it in a short story once, but it was just a story until now. I remember a woman I loved. We were going to have a family, but she had not yet gotten pregnant, at least not that we knew. We lived in a difficult time for people like us. She was my mate. I watched proud, Christian men take her and tie her to a post. I saw them light the fire, but I did not see her burn. I fought to get to her, but I was held back. I am certain I broke free and attacked those men, but I believe that I was killed in the process. I mean no insult to those who are Christian, but there are plenty of reasons I fear and have a distaste for Christianity. I try my best to learn from the past, but the best I can learn from this is that there are some people who so fear the unknown that they will do anything to be rid of it.