I Hate People Who Make You Feel Special And Then Leave
I'm watching The Bachelor right now. I hate this fact but Ben is so adorable. He is so handsome and sweet and he is terribly honest. What a horrible predicament he is in. He is a nice guy and he is in love with two incredible women. It's a little too close to reality for me.
I will say something about my recent break up. At least I don't know the other lady and I didn't have to do it on TV.
The thing is, it illustrates what I believe the man I loved must have been going through. He told me he loved me and he was honest that he had given his heart to the local lady. He told me how special I was. He told me that he would always love me. He told me that he loves my heart more than anything else. He told me I was beautiful. He said a lot of things. but it doesn't seem to be the truth. I'm so special he went right out and found another woman that he loved even more. What a fool I am. So watching these ladies and hearing about his torment.
Ben said to Jo Jo that he found love with her but that he found it with somebody else more. He didn't want to let go because he didn't want to say goodbye. He doesn't question that he loved her. It sounds a little to close to the things that I've heard. I will say that at least he was honest. It is so confusing. Who does that to a person they call their best friend?
It's just a TV show. It's real life for me.
I had no idea that the last time I would see him would be at that hotel in Houston. I can't remember how it felt to be held by him. I don't remember how it felt to kiss him. I wish I had one more time. This stupid show. This stupid man. Stupid me.
i should've just watched the Thunder game.
I will say something about my recent break up. At least I don't know the other lady and I didn't have to do it on TV.
The thing is, it illustrates what I believe the man I loved must have been going through. He told me he loved me and he was honest that he had given his heart to the local lady. He told me how special I was. He told me that he would always love me. He told me that he loves my heart more than anything else. He told me I was beautiful. He said a lot of things. but it doesn't seem to be the truth. I'm so special he went right out and found another woman that he loved even more. What a fool I am. So watching these ladies and hearing about his torment.
Ben said to Jo Jo that he found love with her but that he found it with somebody else more. He didn't want to let go because he didn't want to say goodbye. He doesn't question that he loved her. It sounds a little to close to the things that I've heard. I will say that at least he was honest. It is so confusing. Who does that to a person they call their best friend?
It's just a TV show. It's real life for me.
I had no idea that the last time I would see him would be at that hotel in Houston. I can't remember how it felt to be held by him. I don't remember how it felt to kiss him. I wish I had one more time. This stupid show. This stupid man. Stupid me.
i should've just watched the Thunder game.
51-55, F
