I Have Lost a Child

Had a dream about my son last night. He was trying to reach his arm out and tell me something. I couldn't hear just what he was saying. He was in tears, and I was yelling out to me, but I kept shaking my head and pointing at my ears. It felt like this was happening forever when we started to drift apart. I was screaming 'don't take him away from me again'. My emotions of anger, frustration and sadness were taking over as he slowly disappeared from my sight......I woke up in tears....again. I miss him!