I Have a Confession

I am slowly getting over the past drama with my schizophrenic relapse and my old family doctor. The truth is that I think about what happened every day....about how cruel he was to me and my children and all I can think about now is how he was such a lewd douche bag! I think that I don't like him very much at all, which is very unchristian of me. During that time I tried loving him like a brother in Christ, like love thy enemy! But his lewd questions and comments took their toll on me beyond what is forgivable..... And all I see is a lewd douche bag! Yes I loved his smile, he was tall dark and handsome, with a soothing voice and accent. Unfortunately every word that came out of that mouth was wicked and obscene! And that is all he is to me.

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freedomtrails

Not knowing your situation I cannot comment much.

But I do know quite a lot about forgiveness from firsthand experience.

Forgiveness is not something you can do once and be done with it.
It’s something that takes time, and must be done on many different levels.
So for your sake, get started on it now.

Because forgiveness is not as beneficial to the perpetrator as it is to the victim.

You will never be truly free until you learn to forgive. . .😐

Somexyz · 36-40

Totally agree. And it takes time.

ajsk13 · 51-55, M

I would have reported him and found a doctor that cares which is hard to do with all the foreign doctors we have these ..cultures can be very extreme when it comes to women

InvaderNice · 26-30, M

I have a confession to make, too. I RARELY read the bible. Hardly know anything about it. However, doesn't it teach us to be slow to get angry? Seems like you were pretty slow at getting angry.

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