I Am So In Love

i wish i knew koala before but when i was younger i had a childish mind and would of selfishly walked away the first time i got frustrated by his disappearance. if i was younger i'd give up cowardly being impatient with my loneliness. instead something happened to change me. im still insecure and impatient so i was still relentlessly needy for the first few times but even though i hated waiting for him i was waiting - not perfectly but i wasnt just walking away i wasnt sending bitchy messages being premature i was logical about it and everytime it became easier. with anyone else i would of just been insecure and bitchy without explanation and they would of resented me for it and left but i even explained my crazyness to him becuz thats how much i care about him. koala is someone i want to be serious with