I Am Very Spritual

The truth is as much as I scream and rail against it I believe there is a higher power and that it is leading me, that it cares about me, that it thinks I am important.
Some will scoff, let them.
I don't expect understanding
I don't expect acceptance of this idea
But no longer can deny its existence
I cannot battle against this thought:
Though it seems foolish and arrogant
That this power thinks about me
Me?
And it blows my little finite mind