I Am a Freak

I'm tired of being the freak. Bored with the "I don't care" attitude. Not supposed to feel, completely underestimated. All the pain. I cut for the first time in over a year today, tried to reach out to people and got SHIT on.

I'm done. I'm getting a cat, starving myself, doing art and try to give my son a happy life. I can't stop caring, so I'll just hide away in the woods. Can't take this reality... It's not reality, it's fake and it's lies and if you don't play the game you're useless. Not this one world. You won't make me bitter. I may get hurt and carry my scars forever, but I'll never stop loving. Never stop caring.