I Am a Freak

I just noticed that my right shoulder is lower than my left shoulder. My right shoulder is also more pushed forward than my left. I am unbalanced and shifted and you can tell if I don't have a shirt on or am wearing something sleeveless. This is just great, just great just gives more reason for people to not want to talk to me. Who the hell wants to talk to or be friends with the deformed guy?
Maybe this is why I was ostracized my entire life by my peers. They saw this and used it against me without me really knowing until now.I'm angry that I had to be this way. Why can't I have normal shoulders? Might as well go ring bells in a tower the rest of my life and call myself the deformed shoulder of Notre Dame.