I Was Abandoned By My Mother

I never knew my mother. She had no interest in knowing me. She left not long after i was born. Not a memory exists. I have a old picture that i found when my dad passed away. Hes sitting in a smoke filled room with a pregnant lady on his lap. There was a moment when it raised questions. Who is she? What is she like Why? Does she think of me? Is she alive? Maybe i have brother or a sister...it wasnt until I was blessed with a baby 5 months ago that i realised how deep it really is. Not a day goes by that i dont melt into my little ones smile. She is my purpose for life. I couldnt imagine walking away from her. Not seeing her everyday. I cant picture letting he cry and not being the one to comfort her it. I promise her everyday that i will give her all the love i have and never be the reason for her tears.