I Am Trying to Find Happiness

When is the right time to step away from a family who leave me feeling inadequate.
Or is that a feeling I have developed myself.
I mean at least if I step away they surely will be more happier without me.
It’s not easy. The easy thing would be to stay.
To fight all the fears I have to walk away into the night breaking the bonds of family that I have known all my life.
Maybe to never see them again.
I mean I could see them again.
I just believe that what would my word mean if I just say I’m leaving only to return a while later.
If I leave it will be for good.
Haven’t successfully don’t it before.
What will it take.
Maybe I die feeling inadequate.
Or maybe I die losing a family that did love me but couldn’t get through to me.
I just don’t know.