I Cry Too Much
Dammit... I cried again, and for the stupidest thing. I couldn't help it.
I read this story on Wattpad caller 100 Voicemails, and... it was just so sad! I hated the thoughts that it gave me! I just fucking hate it! It was about this guy who went into a coma for 5 months, and how his girlfriend slowly lost hope in him waking up until she killed herself. She left him alone like that, and told the entire story in 100 voicemails.
It made me think about my close friend, who is also my ex-girlfriend, who is depressed and has been suicidal. She lives over 2500 miles away, and calling is pretty much the only consistent way we talk. If I even went into a coma... God, I don't know what would happen. It just made me so sad and guilty to think about that. She wouldn't do that and hurt others around her like that. She said that to me when I asked about it. But still... what if she did? It just made me so so sad, and I hate that I just started sobbing like a baby. A ridiculous, oversized baby...
I read this story on Wattpad caller 100 Voicemails, and... it was just so sad! I hated the thoughts that it gave me! I just fucking hate it! It was about this guy who went into a coma for 5 months, and how his girlfriend slowly lost hope in him waking up until she killed herself. She left him alone like that, and told the entire story in 100 voicemails.
It made me think about my close friend, who is also my ex-girlfriend, who is depressed and has been suicidal. She lives over 2500 miles away, and calling is pretty much the only consistent way we talk. If I even went into a coma... God, I don't know what would happen. It just made me so sad and guilty to think about that. She wouldn't do that and hurt others around her like that. She said that to me when I asked about it. But still... what if she did? It just made me so so sad, and I hate that I just started sobbing like a baby. A ridiculous, oversized baby...
22-25, M
