I'm Always Trying to Understand Why

Faces, faces everywhere, voices, voices being all passive aggressiveness. Out there in the crowds of masses.

Emotional whirlwind my maternal mind is trapped because my husband has sole care of my children. Miss them so badly it's an undescribable pain that you feel like there is no way out of it.

Bleh I can't even write a decent poem about my feelings. I just literally feel dead but undead.

What is life without the children you have brought into this world? Basically a huddle of a mess heap.