I Miss My Boyfriend

Right now I am waiting. At times, like when it is late and I get comfy under my blanket and rest my head on my pillow.

I wish the blanket was instead your arm around me keeping me next to you, wrapped in your warmth and scent.

I wish the pillow was instead the crook of your arm or your chest, where I often lay my head to rest or just to know you are there with me. I feel so safe with you next to me,cuddled up in your warmth, and listening to you softly singing or letting your heartbeat be my lullaby.

I wish we could do this even if you were okay with it, but we can't your parents would kill us if they found us sleeping in the same bed. Sleeping,that is all, and they would act like its a crime.

For now, I will just be satisfied with the moments we get to just cuddle while watching a movie, or get to rest against you with your head on mine while we study, or the rare nights we are too tired and you let me spend the night.

I love it that right when I begin to fall asleep, you kiss me softly on the forehead and squeeze me slightly, letting me know I am safe to sleep even though I am not in a bed.

I wish for when we can cuddle again, and wish time could go faster.