I Loved

Sometimes if you love someone, you go away. It's better for them. Maybe because you need to go sort yourself out. How messed up is it to expect anyone to wait on you to fix yourself? Also messed up is sticking around when you're a really messed up person. I left because I loved. I can't go back. Sometimes I so desperately want to. However, if you love someone, sometimes it's better if you stay away. Especially if your person already has their own person. Go away. Stay away. Why do I have to struggle so much with that? Besides, it's done. Who I was no longer exists. Neither does that person. Too much changed. You can't go back to what you leave behind.