I Want to Die, I Have Nothing to Live For

My husband has been cheating on me with someone on here.....I've been ignoring it, I've been weak and still he chooses to throw me away. I'm crying my eyes out, I feel like literal garbage. Five years of my life given to someone that I've waited and waited for them to just do better, but they just don't care about me no matter what I do.....I moved away for them....I did everything they asked

I'm sorry 😒😔😢💔💓🤗🌹

Why?