I Have Something to Say and I Want to Be Heard
I'm going to hang out with her tomorrow. The first time since the breakup. I'm excited to spend time with her again but I'm nervous that it's going to be too difficult. I think I have it under control but I won't know for sure until it's over I guess.
It's nice to know she finally realized she shouldn't have left and to know how she still feels about me. I think that's why I'm going to be OK. The thought of being the only one in the room who still felt any of what we had was terrifying. Now that I know at least some of it is still there I'm thinking I won't feel I wasn't good enough for her anymore. And it was things beyond our control that drove us apart.
Wish me luck. :-)
It's nice to know she finally realized she shouldn't have left and to know how she still feels about me. I think that's why I'm going to be OK. The thought of being the only one in the room who still felt any of what we had was terrifying. Now that I know at least some of it is still there I'm thinking I won't feel I wasn't good enough for her anymore. And it was things beyond our control that drove us apart.
Wish me luck. :-)
36-40, T
