I Have ADD

I've had it since I could remember. And that was the reason why I got held back in 1st grade. I can't be the only one that feels like this, but whenever a normal student talks to me it feels like on the inside they're going: 😖 or whatever. It just makes it seem like they're so awkward around/talking to me. It's like, do you want to talk to me or not? Cause it's like you're making yourself doing it instead. I'm not trying to be mean while saying this or anything. But it really just feels like that, to be honest.