I Am Emotional and I'm Seperated From My Family
my parents have been divorced for a few months. both have a restraining order on me. my mom doesnt understand i need her support and understanding, not just her money. she drinks heavily with her crazy friends some of which had serious drug problems and a construed idea of what feminism even is but so be her and her carefree self. she can be funny. she had this guy answer my call a couple times, she said it was a guy she was seeing. but now she says she sees him sometimes. he added me on facebook so i guess its okay. when i went out to visit her family with her this easter, she kept talking about how wrong my dad is for not talking to me. how hes a jerk. a drunk, dead beat guy. calls my dad and calls him a shit face on the phone.
then therea my dad who i havent heard from in a year and some months. he blocked me on facebook so i went on my extra account to see what was up with him. he had a picture of himself with his new beautiful girlfriend, with tons of likes and comments oh how great so happy for you. all down his page he is wishing happy birthday to both my brothers...saying how he loves them etc. and what do you know, on the friends list, facebook..FACEBOOK directs me to this womans page. shes on his top friends...how i do not know. ive never even searched her, scanned her name, but the government, social funding, and these voices im hearing arent just nothing. somebody wants me to know wtf is going on. so i clicked on her page and saw the same dozens of likes and i just couldnt bear it any longer. happy life he must have without me????
my parents were married for 35 years and divorced over some bull shit and suddenly im 25 and my only father disowned me and is happy and my mom lost her mind.
oh and ive been on the street since august. reportidly selling my body to men to have a place to stay in return. a recent craigslist ad has helped bring me here. i am happy for now but.....things will get better my mom keeps telling me.i dont know what id do without her.
then therea my dad who i havent heard from in a year and some months. he blocked me on facebook so i went on my extra account to see what was up with him. he had a picture of himself with his new beautiful girlfriend, with tons of likes and comments oh how great so happy for you. all down his page he is wishing happy birthday to both my brothers...saying how he loves them etc. and what do you know, on the friends list, facebook..FACEBOOK directs me to this womans page. shes on his top friends...how i do not know. ive never even searched her, scanned her name, but the government, social funding, and these voices im hearing arent just nothing. somebody wants me to know wtf is going on. so i clicked on her page and saw the same dozens of likes and i just couldnt bear it any longer. happy life he must have without me????
my parents were married for 35 years and divorced over some bull shit and suddenly im 25 and my only father disowned me and is happy and my mom lost her mind.
oh and ive been on the street since august. reportidly selling my body to men to have a place to stay in return. a recent craigslist ad has helped bring me here. i am happy for now but.....things will get better my mom keeps telling me.i dont know what id do without her.
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